more or less,
this is what it is now.
its about 7pm on a beautiful sunday afternoon. I am drunk from white beringer wine, and so of course stimulated to write.
Let's see, its the end of the year. Not only "the year" but the LAST year of highschool for the rest of my existence on earth. it's a whole segment of my life that has come to a close, and it feels so strange, so free, so relieving, so scary, so sudden, so overwhelming, but i know that i'm ready for it, and what comes, comes. im like a bird, that is who i am, and i intend to follow the winds of destiny.
i feel my future husband out there right now, i feel all the lovers that i am going to have throughout my life, and i feel them with such force, that i can barely sit in my chair, i can barely contain the beating of my heart. i'm a lover, only i have lost my way.
today i went for a walk in the park with alex, i tanned, i hung out with my mom.
i had salad, samon, and vegetables for dinner.
i love food, only i don't have it often.
what else, END OF THE YEAR. i made a book list, i can't wait to read them ALL.
school is over in a few weeks, a little less than three weeks actually.
how did it come so fast???????
GRADUATION PARTY ON THE 1RST, WHOSE GAME????? ANYONE CAN COME.
I love life.
its about 7pm on a beautiful sunday afternoon. I am drunk from white beringer wine, and so of course stimulated to write.
Let's see, its the end of the year. Not only "the year" but the LAST year of highschool for the rest of my existence on earth. it's a whole segment of my life that has come to a close, and it feels so strange, so free, so relieving, so scary, so sudden, so overwhelming, but i know that i'm ready for it, and what comes, comes. im like a bird, that is who i am, and i intend to follow the winds of destiny.
i feel my future husband out there right now, i feel all the lovers that i am going to have throughout my life, and i feel them with such force, that i can barely sit in my chair, i can barely contain the beating of my heart. i'm a lover, only i have lost my way.
today i went for a walk in the park with alex, i tanned, i hung out with my mom.
i had salad, samon, and vegetables for dinner.
i love food, only i don't have it often.
what else, END OF THE YEAR. i made a book list, i can't wait to read them ALL.
school is over in a few weeks, a little less than three weeks actually.
how did it come so fast???????
GRADUATION PARTY ON THE 1RST, WHOSE GAME????? ANYONE CAN COME.
I love life.