Fuck. off. period.
Just for the record, I owe nobody anything. I can't believe that someone who claims to be a "best friend" would have the audacity to tell me that I need to grow up, and that I owe them an apology. This is MY fucking life, does no one realize that? The decisions that I make, I will either benefit or suffer from. So why doesn't everyone just back off and let me live? It's getting ridiculous that I have to feel like I need to explain my every last move to people. What I do has nothing to do with you or anyone else. End of story.