yesterday i cried...
my hair was done, i was off to the dance to start a wonderful night... as it started, it was great... lakin came!!!!!! so me, lakin, tawni, dana, maryann, ashley, erica took pictures... it was sexy! we dance a few songs... then i walked off to find my other friends...
then my night decided to totally suck!...
a couple of people... who shall remain nameless really helped my night suck last night!... thanks! i dont understand it... you have a few people, who you think are your really close friends, then they totally bring you you down... im sick of it... all of it...
several people... jess, marrin, erica, bella, & krystine...i <333 you
...and for most... you can just butt a frikkin stump...
why is it that when you like someone, and i mean, really like them... one of your friends always trys to make sure that the two of you are never together?
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can someone PLEASE give me a logical explaination? b/c this is all really confusing!
its like hello... ive told you i like him a million frickin times... and its like all i say just goes in one ear and out the other... dammit... wtheck is wrong with me liking him?!? i felt so happy last night, for the first time in a long while... i felt like someone cared about me, and i havent felt like that in about 3 or 4 years... im not talking about feeling like a guy cared... i mean anyone in general... but it was a certain guy who made me feel so0o0o0o0o0o special, when he was hugging me, and when we were dancing, or when he was holding my hand, i felt like i was the most special person in the world... and you just stole that moment from me... gaaahhhhhhhh
im beginning to think that friends are OVERRATED!!!
then my night decided to totally suck!...
a couple of people... who shall remain nameless really helped my night suck last night!... thanks! i dont understand it... you have a few people, who you think are your really close friends, then they totally bring you you down... im sick of it... all of it...
several people... jess, marrin, erica, bella, & krystine...i <333 you
...and for most... you can just butt a frikkin stump...
why is it that when you like someone, and i mean, really like them... one of your friends always trys to make sure that the two of you are never together?
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
can someone PLEASE give me a logical explaination? b/c this is all really confusing!
its like hello... ive told you i like him a million frickin times... and its like all i say just goes in one ear and out the other... dammit... wtheck is wrong with me liking him?!? i felt so happy last night, for the first time in a long while... i felt like someone cared about me, and i havent felt like that in about 3 or 4 years... im not talking about feeling like a guy cared... i mean anyone in general... but it was a certain guy who made me feel so0o0o0o0o0o special, when he was hugging me, and when we were dancing, or when he was holding my hand, i felt like i was the most special person in the world... and you just stole that moment from me... gaaahhhhhhhh
im beginning to think that friends are OVERRATED!!!