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I doubt any of you wanna hear about my emo-ness..again, but oh well
So I've decided my problem is boys and school..so I say I quit both of them, but yeah in reality..I cant.
Sooooooo, its thursday so today everyone was talking about what they're doing tomorrow night..and I was gonna go to the football game at burnt hills..but then the bus thing died, so I can't go! ahh it sucks :( but yeah so then I was talking to jess and suzie about what they're doing, and I guess them josh steve tom and becky are going to to do something, and I they said I could come..but, can you say third wheel? I mean not that Im blaming them for wanting to hang out with their boyfriends/prosepcts (if thats what ya wanna call steve lol) and sooooo I dont think I'll be doing that..but its all good I guess, I mean we have PSAT's in the morning so, I'll study..woohoo. Hmm I hate when I dont get invited to things..not to be ragging on the girls <3 but the other day they (becky jess and suzie) were all talking about how they're gonna go to sneaky petes with the guys..and I was like oh that sounds cool, and talked to them about it..never once did ANY ONE of them say..oh meg why don't you come..wow thanks (:
'nother thing that pissed me off..I wanted to get a cool dude background..so I copied care and went to the place where she went..and I filled out this form..and clicked this button that said requests..makes sence that ya put the request form in the request folder right? well not to them..yeah so I get this comment and the girl is like uh your not suppose to put it in here and you filled it out all wrong..learn how to do it and put it in the right place...so I was like wow fuck you and your stupid stupid group that makes backgrounds! and yeah I don't know why it pissed me off so much, but I was like wow bitch..and yeah
my neck hurts realllllllly bad
arghhhh I just feel like..Im being deserted, like I said when this all started. I mean, I havent really talked to tom at all since him and becky started dating..which go them, they seem really happy and all, so I'm not dissing that, just saying..and suzie is always with josh, again she's happy he's happy its all good, and Jess works ALOT, but when she's not working she seems to be with suz josh becky tom and steve/another guy (not to make ya sound like a skank hun, lol) and hmm, I kinda sorta like this kid who will remain nameless, and I also kinda sorta like these two other kids, who will also remain nameless..mainly because the last two I just find to be very good looking, not that I liiiiike them.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm -- I've written alot, I doubt anyones gonna read it (wow Im such an emo freak I hate myself) and so yeah..I guess I'm done
bye - meee
So I've decided my problem is boys and school..so I say I quit both of them, but yeah in reality..I cant.
Sooooooo, its thursday so today everyone was talking about what they're doing tomorrow night..and I was gonna go to the football game at burnt hills..but then the bus thing died, so I can't go! ahh it sucks :( but yeah so then I was talking to jess and suzie about what they're doing, and I guess them josh steve tom and becky are going to to do something, and I they said I could come..but, can you say third wheel? I mean not that Im blaming them for wanting to hang out with their boyfriends/prosepcts (if thats what ya wanna call steve lol) and sooooo I dont think I'll be doing that..but its all good I guess, I mean we have PSAT's in the morning so, I'll study..woohoo. Hmm I hate when I dont get invited to things..not to be ragging on the girls <3 but the other day they (becky jess and suzie) were all talking about how they're gonna go to sneaky petes with the guys..and I was like oh that sounds cool, and talked to them about it..never once did ANY ONE of them say..oh meg why don't you come..wow thanks (:
'nother thing that pissed me off..I wanted to get a cool dude background..so I copied care and went to the place where she went..and I filled out this form..and clicked this button that said requests..makes sence that ya put the request form in the request folder right? well not to them..yeah so I get this comment and the girl is like uh your not suppose to put it in here and you filled it out all wrong..learn how to do it and put it in the right place...so I was like wow fuck you and your stupid stupid group that makes backgrounds! and yeah I don't know why it pissed me off so much, but I was like wow bitch..and yeah
my neck hurts realllllllly bad
arghhhh I just feel like..Im being deserted, like I said when this all started. I mean, I havent really talked to tom at all since him and becky started dating..which go them, they seem really happy and all, so I'm not dissing that, just saying..and suzie is always with josh, again she's happy he's happy its all good, and Jess works ALOT, but when she's not working she seems to be with suz josh becky tom and steve/another guy (not to make ya sound like a skank hun, lol) and hmm, I kinda sorta like this kid who will remain nameless, and I also kinda sorta like these two other kids, who will also remain nameless..mainly because the last two I just find to be very good looking, not that I liiiiike them.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm -- I've written alot, I doubt anyones gonna read it (wow Im such an emo freak I hate myself) and so yeah..I guess I'm done
bye - meee