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i kind of made an uh oh... but its okay, everyone slips on old habits once and then right?
just dont make it a habbit again...
im just thinking about what has made me hurt, whos made me hurt, how i delt with it... and it all just collided on me and i guess i had a meltdown.
im sick of being taken advantage on, im sick of not being strong enough and not being smarter than i know i am...
i guess i just need to talk to someone, but someone i dont know.. it might help me..
mabe i should get a new psyco doctor too.
well all that has been happening needs to stop pounding in on me, and leaving me in deep thoughts, and scared
im afraid of losing again, and afraid of being afraid, cause in reality, ive always been afraid...
just dont make it a habbit again...
im just thinking about what has made me hurt, whos made me hurt, how i delt with it... and it all just collided on me and i guess i had a meltdown.
im sick of being taken advantage on, im sick of not being strong enough and not being smarter than i know i am...
i guess i just need to talk to someone, but someone i dont know.. it might help me..
mabe i should get a new psyco doctor too.
well all that has been happening needs to stop pounding in on me, and leaving me in deep thoughts, and scared
im afraid of losing again, and afraid of being afraid, cause in reality, ive always been afraid...