May 02, 2005 11:02
let me catch u up on my interesting weekend:
Friday- hm. caitlin came over aroud 5:30 and we went to the mall then to ashleys suprise birthday party. that was a lot a lot of fun! she was realli suprised haha.
Saturday- i went to sarahs house around 2 and we went to the mall with kaitlyn and mike. it was fun. then me sar & kaitlyn went back to my house and my parents went out for the night and alaina came over. we had a blast. o man i havta put pics in next time. or go to sarahs lj and see some of them. CRAZY ASS TIMES with my girlies who i love o so much!
ok so this weekend has been a lot of fun, but honestly it was so confusing. i have been thinking constantly about this and have come to the comclusion that i just dont know. im so confused ritght now. i actually thought that i liked him and i was really happy for a while, but like i didnt realize that my feelings for him still existed. i thought i was over that, but i guess im not. i cant help how i feel. no matter how hard i try to get over him, i dont think i can.
so last nite around 1 in the morning was when i got out that cry