I'LL BE YOUR MEMORY...
hmmm... well... things have been not good... joe and stefanie did stuff and it really hurt me. Joe tells me one thing and tells stefanie another... Joe will never stop doing this to me.. and all this time everyone thought i was the bad one in our relationship... but no. Well... i cant find it in my heart to forgive joe.. although he said he will do anything... even give up stefanie and anything that has to do with her. But before he said all this he wrote in his journal about how happy he was he had her back. Yeah to think someone could hurt someone else this much right? I never knew it was possible either. Well fuck joe... he can have her. They deserve eachother... theyre both sick stupid fucks who need to be with eachother. They like hurting me. Esspecially stefanie... and supposedly joe loves me but yet he still wants to be friends with someone who hurts me for the fun of it... hahahahahaha... gay... he obviously doesnt love me AT ALL... and no matter what he says now it will never change what i think about that. I guess im so overwhelmed by all this that its just makeing me a little crazy.
as for today... me and brittany woke up and i was awoken by rachel and megan... i think megan was hugging me... haha... i love her. Yeah then we all walked around and went to white castle.. and stole little kids food and saw moody and braxton and ben jacoby. Then we went and met up with adrian who i guess thought i was hot but probably not anymore. And he said we should make joe jelous but no im not stupid. So then we all walked to the skatepark and hung out there and brittanys friend (ow ow new love of brittanys) named jason came and picked us up.. we went to his house... he lives off the fox river so me and rachel played in the sand and built sand castles and then we went and jumped on the trampoline. It was the best time ever, took my mind off of alot. Then we went home. We watched the movie gothika.. and brittany fell asleep... me and rachel are still up and it is 6 in the morning.
Today sometime i called karolina and she wants to hang out tomarrow/today. I missed her so much and im happy she is finally home!
as for today... me and brittany woke up and i was awoken by rachel and megan... i think megan was hugging me... haha... i love her. Yeah then we all walked around and went to white castle.. and stole little kids food and saw moody and braxton and ben jacoby. Then we went and met up with adrian who i guess thought i was hot but probably not anymore. And he said we should make joe jelous but no im not stupid. So then we all walked to the skatepark and hung out there and brittanys friend (ow ow new love of brittanys) named jason came and picked us up.. we went to his house... he lives off the fox river so me and rachel played in the sand and built sand castles and then we went and jumped on the trampoline. It was the best time ever, took my mind off of alot. Then we went home. We watched the movie gothika.. and brittany fell asleep... me and rachel are still up and it is 6 in the morning.
Today sometime i called karolina and she wants to hang out tomarrow/today. I missed her so much and im happy she is finally home!