Afraid of commitment.

[2_6_2crunk]

This whole loooong weekend was full of procrastination. I felt like I hardly did anything, but I guess in the end all I did was put off the things I should have been doing. Things that in the long run are going to make a difference to me... Like school work I haven't done during school. One day I will suffer the consequences, at least that is what all my teachers tell me. I don't think they realize I am suffering the consequences now... I just don't care. It's not like I don't want to care... really I do. It's I am not sure that in the "long run" I am going to college, or that I even DO want to go to college.
I am soo confused about everything.. I just want to get out of school so I can have choices, and I dont want to get committed to things I can't get out of just in case something comes up.