Future.
Lately I have been thinking a lot of the future.
You know since I have less than a year of high school.
I think about college and what college I might go to.
I think about finding someone to fall in love with and get married.
I think about having kids and going to class Reunions.
But I am confused. I dont know what I want to do.
Just like any other kid in my place.
I wish I would know soo I wouldnt have to ponder and anticipate.
Cause anticipating gives me anxiety and anxiety makes me go crazy.
I just wish I knew what I wanted.
In sooo many ways.
You know since I have less than a year of high school.
I think about college and what college I might go to.
I think about finding someone to fall in love with and get married.
I think about having kids and going to class Reunions.
But I am confused. I dont know what I want to do.
Just like any other kid in my place.
I wish I would know soo I wouldnt have to ponder and anticipate.
Cause anticipating gives me anxiety and anxiety makes me go crazy.
I just wish I knew what I wanted.
In sooo many ways.