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i havent been on this thing in so so so long.
but it seemed right to come here and i dont know why?
today is horrible, i hate it and im sad.
i think im always sad but im not sure.
i laugh alot so maybe not?
im so scared of trying to work out my life.
im so scared of failing and not doing it all right.
i just want to live.
i like smoking i love it actually but i just swore on someones life that i would never have one again.
so i cant do it anymore.
i dont want to buy a unit right now.
but people will be disappointed in me.
shes so depressed and the pot does not help but i dont think she will stop.
and im to weak to tell her to.
i think things will be okay.
well, i hope they will.
but it seemed right to come here and i dont know why?
today is horrible, i hate it and im sad.
i think im always sad but im not sure.
i laugh alot so maybe not?
im so scared of trying to work out my life.
im so scared of failing and not doing it all right.
i just want to live.
i like smoking i love it actually but i just swore on someones life that i would never have one again.
so i cant do it anymore.
i dont want to buy a unit right now.
but people will be disappointed in me.
shes so depressed and the pot does not help but i dont think she will stop.
and im to weak to tell her to.
i think things will be okay.
well, i hope they will.