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Either im getting less and less popular or im getting more and more emo...
I hope its not the second one cause then i'd be mad at myself... basically adding to the emo flame... o.O
Anyway, i was gunna write about how i feel like no one really sticks out as caring for ME over the rest of the crowd. Except my girlfriend... who lives in a different city... ::clears throat::
I was gunna write about all that... when i realized thats excatly what half this journal says!
wow.
..But really! it seems like every time i write about this, or think it over, there are less people i can talk to about it! Am i boring? Am i not talking to people enough? Are they avidly paying attension and im just not getting it? Whats the deal?? ( note: These are basically rhetorical, im not directly asking you.)
Recently i've lost MAJOR touch with someone who i thought to be a REALLY good friend less than a year ago. you know... we still talk a little, but we've dont have full conversations.. ever. and NOW, it feels like the same thing is starting to happen again with someone else, with the person ive put all my trust in lately. is it just me or does that sound a bit cold? anyway, I really dont want it to happen again, I'm just gunna have to hope I'm over reacting and its not gunna turn out like that.
On a random other subject, i think i understand why people dont get together because they are 'too good of friends'
aniway :)
The band is sounding GREAT, Rockstar is really coming along, hopefully next time we can get all together we can nail down the whole thing. Other than that we have 3 covers we can play very well together.
I just have to get over the fact that Eric named the song Rockstar, because as many of you know thats a Jimmy Eat World song... it confuses me a bit.
In other music news!!
I got the Jet cd and the Early November cd on saturday.
I havn't been in the mood to check out Early November, but I Adore the Jet cd! It's pure awsome. Then that made me listen to the Knack, and The Knack makes me happy :)
I never realized how horny old people were!!
i was suprised by some of the lyrics [Check the bottom of this entry for an example]
okayokay.... did i get everything? It's been 5 days or so hasnt it... uhhh
Looks like my parents have to take me off insurance/not letting me drive unless i can start forking them the cash, meaning I need a job (maybe you can get me a job with you at Wendy's Jen ;) ) The sad thing is I've been looking (on and off) for about 5 months now and nothing? That sounds pathetic, all my friends have jobs, whats the problem? =( I swear im just unlucky in the job industry. Its really starting to worry me now... not being able to drive means having to depend on people alot again... i really dont want that. ... ... help =(
:desperate:
alright. . .
now i'll get to homework or some crap
"Makes you wanna scream, Wishin you could get inside her pants"
The Knack - Good Girls Dont
I hope its not the second one cause then i'd be mad at myself... basically adding to the emo flame... o.O
Anyway, i was gunna write about how i feel like no one really sticks out as caring for ME over the rest of the crowd. Except my girlfriend... who lives in a different city... ::clears throat::
I was gunna write about all that... when i realized thats excatly what half this journal says!
wow.
..But really! it seems like every time i write about this, or think it over, there are less people i can talk to about it! Am i boring? Am i not talking to people enough? Are they avidly paying attension and im just not getting it? Whats the deal?? ( note: These are basically rhetorical, im not directly asking you.)
Recently i've lost MAJOR touch with someone who i thought to be a REALLY good friend less than a year ago. you know... we still talk a little, but we've dont have full conversations.. ever. and NOW, it feels like the same thing is starting to happen again with someone else, with the person ive put all my trust in lately. is it just me or does that sound a bit cold? anyway, I really dont want it to happen again, I'm just gunna have to hope I'm over reacting and its not gunna turn out like that.
On a random other subject, i think i understand why people dont get together because they are 'too good of friends'
aniway :)
The band is sounding GREAT, Rockstar is really coming along, hopefully next time we can get all together we can nail down the whole thing. Other than that we have 3 covers we can play very well together.
I just have to get over the fact that Eric named the song Rockstar, because as many of you know thats a Jimmy Eat World song... it confuses me a bit.
In other music news!!
I got the Jet cd and the Early November cd on saturday.
I havn't been in the mood to check out Early November, but I Adore the Jet cd! It's pure awsome. Then that made me listen to the Knack, and The Knack makes me happy :)
I never realized how horny old people were!!
i was suprised by some of the lyrics [Check the bottom of this entry for an example]
okayokay.... did i get everything? It's been 5 days or so hasnt it... uhhh
Looks like my parents have to take me off insurance/not letting me drive unless i can start forking them the cash, meaning I need a job (maybe you can get me a job with you at Wendy's Jen ;) ) The sad thing is I've been looking (on and off) for about 5 months now and nothing? That sounds pathetic, all my friends have jobs, whats the problem? =( I swear im just unlucky in the job industry. Its really starting to worry me now... not being able to drive means having to depend on people alot again... i really dont want that. ... ... help =(
:desperate:
alright. . .
now i'll get to homework or some crap
"Makes you wanna scream, Wishin you could get inside her pants"
The Knack - Good Girls Dont