May 14, 2005 20:52
I didn't do anything today. Annie is employed. Lauren lives far away and is usually busy. I'd rather not talk to Ron for some reason. I don't think Aron likes hanging out with me. Dillon gets weird. I was supposed to go camping with my grandparents, but wasn't in the mood. Don't feel like going to my dad's and getting my lungs full of cigarette/pot smoke or being flirted with by a 20 year old that just plays video games and smokes pot.
I wrote about 3 pages in my paper journal today. There was a thunderstorm, and I stayed inside and played Sims 2. I need something new to happen, seriously. Life is just not worth living when it is like this. I need a fast foward button or something.
I'm starting to hate the weekend. Not as much as I hate weekdays though. This summer is probably going to suck. I'm hoping to have two jobs, so I won't notice how much it sucks. And maybe I'll get to go to at least one show. Everyone is having more fun than me right now. "Life is unfair blahblahblah". Enough angst for one day, huh?
I'm going to go pull a Sylvia Plath (no, I'm not gonna commit suicide) and take a super hot bath.
Over and out,
Aubrey Almighty