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my grandma ... my Meemom died yesterday morning
i'm sad.. i'm happy... shes not suffering. mommy got to talk to her.. well mommy did all the talking... about 10 minutes before she died. i'm glad she got to talk to her so soon before she died.
i really wanted to see her again.
its amazing how heartless some other people can be.
i guess i should have just said fuck it and gotten fired.. but no. i sacrificed seeing my grandma again to not get fired.. thats the last time i stick around w/ assholes for so long. i need to get a new job. i want a good job that pays well, makes me happy and allows me to be creative and actually use my brain. retail is so mindless and so possessive of people. i mean a job is a job... but still. i don't need a job where i sell stationary to rich white women who have nothing better to do with their money and pay thousands of dollars to get invitations and pay an ass load of money on the things sold in my store. i need a job where i can enjoy what i do.
it'll happen. i'm so glad i didn't take classes the second session of summer... i really needed this break. thank god.. thank you. i needed this.
-sadiqeh-
i'm sad.. i'm happy... shes not suffering. mommy got to talk to her.. well mommy did all the talking... about 10 minutes before she died. i'm glad she got to talk to her so soon before she died.
i really wanted to see her again.
its amazing how heartless some other people can be.
i guess i should have just said fuck it and gotten fired.. but no. i sacrificed seeing my grandma again to not get fired.. thats the last time i stick around w/ assholes for so long. i need to get a new job. i want a good job that pays well, makes me happy and allows me to be creative and actually use my brain. retail is so mindless and so possessive of people. i mean a job is a job... but still. i don't need a job where i sell stationary to rich white women who have nothing better to do with their money and pay thousands of dollars to get invitations and pay an ass load of money on the things sold in my store. i need a job where i can enjoy what i do.
it'll happen. i'm so glad i didn't take classes the second session of summer... i really needed this break. thank god.. thank you. i needed this.
-sadiqeh-