i haven't updated in a while.. so... hello
hi people,
i have not been updating.. been so busy with LIFE.. oooh it never stops, not that i want it to stop now.. later.. later. but there is now more than ever.. so much stuff going on.. and i'm only 19.
AND.. can someone PLEASE help me find a boyfriend.. actually, i'm not sure i'd be good for a solid relationship right now. i mean i don't want an open relationship.. i just want someone i can make out with.. and afterward not feel like i have to be with them every two seconds so we can show everyone that we are going out.. cuz thats just annoying. or maybe just go out on a few dates. :(:(:( i've never felt so stupid and desperate... REALLY.. as over him as i thought i was.. and i am..sort of.. i think i just need a rebound.... oh kind cute STRAIGHT boys where are you!@?!?!?!?!?@?@R?@(*&)#HWtglosdknga????
maybe i'll just ask a gay guy to make out with me.. and then i'll be done with him.
its strange that even though i'm a generally emotionally attached person, i'm so willing to not be emotionally attached to someone right now.
i'd like there to be emotions, but i don' tknow how my time management skills are right now.. actually i do... they suck. but now that summer is coming up.. more time.. more more time... more time to wish i had someone ...
okay this is turning sad and pathetic, it started out that way.. who am i kidding?
anyway.. i just want the strokes album to come out...
i have not been updating.. been so busy with LIFE.. oooh it never stops, not that i want it to stop now.. later.. later. but there is now more than ever.. so much stuff going on.. and i'm only 19.
AND.. can someone PLEASE help me find a boyfriend.. actually, i'm not sure i'd be good for a solid relationship right now. i mean i don't want an open relationship.. i just want someone i can make out with.. and afterward not feel like i have to be with them every two seconds so we can show everyone that we are going out.. cuz thats just annoying. or maybe just go out on a few dates. :(:(:( i've never felt so stupid and desperate... REALLY.. as over him as i thought i was.. and i am..sort of.. i think i just need a rebound.... oh kind cute STRAIGHT boys where are you!@?!?!?!?!?@?@R?@(*&)#HWtglosdknga????
maybe i'll just ask a gay guy to make out with me.. and then i'll be done with him.
its strange that even though i'm a generally emotionally attached person, i'm so willing to not be emotionally attached to someone right now.
i'd like there to be emotions, but i don' tknow how my time management skills are right now.. actually i do... they suck. but now that summer is coming up.. more time.. more more time... more time to wish i had someone ...
okay this is turning sad and pathetic, it started out that way.. who am i kidding?
anyway.. i just want the strokes album to come out...