why do i like him so much????? why?!!!!!!!!??!?!!?!?!?!?!!!??????
why do i dwell in the past?... things he said were long ago
hes not gonna say them again, no matter how much i want him to
really.. i never learn, why don't i see it for what it is, why can't i just face the fact that he is NOT interested, and obviously, i'm an idiot
its been easier to forget him lately, but then it gets to be really hard too, and i don't understand why its so hard, i should be able to just put it behind me, but NO! I HAVE TO BE AN IDIOT.. and let myself get hurt
hes not gonna say them again, no matter how much i want him to
really.. i never learn, why don't i see it for what it is, why can't i just face the fact that he is NOT interested, and obviously, i'm an idiot
its been easier to forget him lately, but then it gets to be really hard too, and i don't understand why its so hard, i should be able to just put it behind me, but NO! I HAVE TO BE AN IDIOT.. and let myself get hurt