a day of thinking and fun
the day started off tiring...i didnt feel like getting up at 7, it was a total drag.Sofia and Tania are still arguing and they gave each other there stuff back and sofia wants to change locker...man it sucks being in the middle of that....so i decided to stay out of it and see what happens....its 8 am and i get a text message from fanni we spoke till 8:30 it was funny then school almost put me to sleep i had 2 out of 6 periods....then in tax class fanni text me again we spoke for a bit and then it was thanksgiving lunch with the school (it wasnt as bad as all the other years)
then i went to P.S.E and we went to the auditorium becuase it was warm in there.last period the secondairy 5's had a social gathering...apparently its gonna be once a month
omg the funniest shit ever eric and jonathan where dancing like morons and then there was stupidity all around it was awesome.
then vicky asked me if i was still going to the prom with sofia and i said no....i told her i wasnt going....and she made a point everytime i meet someone its weird most of them i fall for becuase of all the talking and flurting...she was right! never thought i would admitt that.
i see everyone with someone and saying how they love each other and im like aww i wish i had that or seeing someone always have a person new in there life or having ur friends tell u how much they like someone or there ex is back
i sit here thinking to myself....how come i never get to feel any of these emmotions.i got no ex's or anyone in my life. I wonder how it feels so i go to the first person i see.its like no one knows how it feels sitting here watching everyone live there lives and im not
i guess that girl i wanted isnt ment to be like all the other ones....she just sounded good...i'll just stop going for her and doing that stuff
anyways thats me i feel really stupid
then i went to P.S.E and we went to the auditorium becuase it was warm in there.last period the secondairy 5's had a social gathering...apparently its gonna be once a month
omg the funniest shit ever eric and jonathan where dancing like morons and then there was stupidity all around it was awesome.
then vicky asked me if i was still going to the prom with sofia and i said no....i told her i wasnt going....and she made a point everytime i meet someone its weird most of them i fall for becuase of all the talking and flurting...she was right! never thought i would admitt that.
i see everyone with someone and saying how they love each other and im like aww i wish i had that or seeing someone always have a person new in there life or having ur friends tell u how much they like someone or there ex is back
i sit here thinking to myself....how come i never get to feel any of these emmotions.i got no ex's or anyone in my life. I wonder how it feels so i go to the first person i see.its like no one knows how it feels sitting here watching everyone live there lives and im not
i guess that girl i wanted isnt ment to be like all the other ones....she just sounded good...i'll just stop going for her and doing that stuff
anyways thats me i feel really stupid