can anybody say BORING?!?!?!
so i went to my friends house, we are doing an underground investigation, so this person will remain nameless, but any way i had a blast, we always have so much fun even if we do nothing. i got to drive there and i had fun, i didn't get lost :) so that was good news... i missed a lot tho, while i was gone, but i dont think it was anything i would have been involved in. still lonely... sometimes i feel like im not enough for people, and they get annoying with me and like people don't wanna be around me, so i sit at home and clean. i have to help clean out my sisters room and then help re decorate it and then help clean the rest of the house from the mess her room made of the house to get comcast, better than fucking aol, but if i don't help it will just take my mom forever to do it herself and she wants to get the room done before anything else... tomorrow i have to go see my cousin because my aunt is stupid and does whatever her 2 year old wants in the drop of a hat... i called kathren like it said to do on her away but she never answers her phone, even if the phone is next to her she won't pick it up... so anyway ill prolly have nothing to do tonight... and for the rest of the summer, stupid couples, i don't know why people need to have boyfriends and girlfriends... of course its nice and stuff... but there are so many fights and arguments that people get down about... and its not like your going to marry the person...maybe you will...maybe im just jealous... prolly am...when you get left out of things because your not part of a couple it happens... i guess if i get a boyfriend...ever...ill prolly have something else to bitch about not happy with a boyfriend...not happy without a boyfriend...i am just not a happy person