Jun 09, 2006 20:13
this is me whining...
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i'm a freakin' senior now! this is so weird! all my friends are leaving me! oh god. i want to cry hysterically.
everyone was right when they said the juniors and seniors get really close at my school. i feel like i'm having separation anxiety!!! plus i'm blowing this all out of porportion. anyways, i feel like i didn't have enough time to get to know all the seniors. i got to hang out with a few more than others, but there were too many!! and i was too busy. but hopefully this summer i won't be as busy and i can call and hang out with them more. and my jen! my jen! she's my swing buddy and she's going to Europe! ahhhh... we lost some touch this year but she's still the one who got me addicted to swing dancing. i don't know what else to say except i love all you seniors!! i hope they all have great times and all those cliche things to say, consider them said.
for a different tangent... i went to grad night. amanda invited me, but we didn't get to be bus buddies. :[ that's because we only got one bus and ended up having to cram three to a seat, haha. it was kind of cool, showing up to disneyland next to all of these other school buses. and knowing that all those other seniors were going through the same thing(even though i wasn't). but we freakin' had to wait an hour for indiana jones and TWO hours for space mountain. at like 3:30am i thought i was going to pass out. i practically did at 5:30am when we were sitting on the wall waiting to leave. i'm happy i went. despite the long lines and all that stuff i'm really happy i could have one last good time with the seniors.
and on top of this, i'm listening to explosions in the sky. it only adds to the emotions!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!