Mar 03, 2012 21:20
If you're asking yourself why does it taking me so long for making icons and vidds.. here is the answer:
I'm not so well. My grandmum died yesterday. Today was the funeral. I'm so lost..
She was exactly 4 weeks in the hospital. 3 weeks in our city hospital, and then they transported her to Belgrade hospital. Diagnosis: Leukemia.. Acute leukemia. Doctors said she will live with it only a month. On exactly 4 week, she died.
I haven't seen her for more then a month. I was sick for some time and day when she was transported in hospital, I was still sick, so they didn't let me to see her. :/ She was getting sicker and sicker with each day.. They couldn't help her.
It all started with spitting blood. After 2 weeks, she started to lose her mind. She could barely recognize my mum [and she was visiting her twice a day!] Doctors tried everything, but it was too late..
I never saw my dad crying before, but today was that day. She is not his real mum, but he loved her more then the real one. She also raised me for 2 years and I already miss her. She never cared about herself, only me, my dad, my mum and her husband, my grandfather.
I'm barely typing with my eyes full of tears. :( I really loved her!
I hope you'll understand. I'll finish those 20in20 competitions I singed, but noting more of it! Thanks.
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