i like being lazy way too much to have this much shit on my mind.
looking at old pictures may not have been the best idea, either.
of all the shit i know i can overcome, i think letting go of the past is proving to be the hardest - i'm doing it, but it's taking a long time, and it's really difficult sometimes to enjoy memories as opposed to obliterating them simply because of the pain a lot of them can cause.
it's like converting file formats - it takes a long time, and it kinda sucks to have to do it in the first place, but the end result is a useful item.
you're welcome for that ultimately nerdy reference buried in a semi-philosophical monologue.