Jul 24, 2005 09:56
It's been a real long and hard ride the past few months. I've been trying to figure out how I've changed. And I really haven't and neather have the people around me. I've just gorwn so paranoid that I think that all the relationships around me are dieing or somehow in fault. When that in itself is grossly off the mark to the point that I should be doing drugs to account for my erractic behavior.
I think that Mike has probably seen the worst of it. And all I can say is how sorry I am that it had to be anyone much less him that had to see it. Naru has sensed inbalence in me and all I can say is this ...
A melody that can quench the thirst
Of the land that calms the waters' flow
Even if it does not exist anywhere right now,
I will come to possess it
Always, someday, for sure
just that section of lyric will tell her all she needs to know. She's allways been a sucker for Kajiura lyrics anyways cause they allways say so much without saying much at all.
What elese, gomen Kira, Lacus and Auel. ;( SMO seems to be doing better now. People are starting to join. Might have to open up extras so people can play along after every char is taken.
Goddess went off to colorado because her gram has fallen fatally ill. She should be back tommorow though. She probably won't want to talk much. :(
bleh that's it