Hell.
FIRST OFF: if you see this, go to #arnold tonight! Random chat! Don't ask me why!
Yesterday was bad. Real bad.
First off I had 2 english projects and a math thing due the next day, so I spent massive amounts of time working on those.
Then Naomi is calling me because...well...they (being local pflag) are going lobbying for maryland marriages, you know...it was supposed to be today. Naomi really wanted me to go. :( But doing so would have made me cancel 1, pit for Fiddler, 2, a violin lesson, and I would have (this is probably the real reason) to tell my mom that I would be gone for 5 hours working for something she doesn't believe in when she specifically told me she doesn't want me going out and...flaunting my gay-ness, I don't know.
But Naomi kept trying to convince me to tell her anyway...and then when I didn't, and she called to ask if I had at night, I said no and then that I was sorry...and she said, "No, you're not" and hung up on me. :( But I knew there was no way in hell mom would let me go...so why bother.
And I couldn't figure out the math homework...
Then Katie sees me crying and decides that would be a good time to come out to me. Err, as depressed, that is. I told her I already knew. She informed me though that she was afraid of telling mom because mom thought there was something wrong with me and told Katie I was "screwed up". Gee, mom, I really appreciate you talking about my personal problems to the people you told me you wouldn't tell behind my back. That's really sweet.
I hate them all. I swear, that night, if I had had my license I would have grabbed some stuff, stolen the car, and just left. It was awful.
But now I'm okay. :P
REMINDER: COME TO #ARNOLD!!
Yesterday was bad. Real bad.
First off I had 2 english projects and a math thing due the next day, so I spent massive amounts of time working on those.
Then Naomi is calling me because...well...they (being local pflag) are going lobbying for maryland marriages, you know...it was supposed to be today. Naomi really wanted me to go. :( But doing so would have made me cancel 1, pit for Fiddler, 2, a violin lesson, and I would have (this is probably the real reason) to tell my mom that I would be gone for 5 hours working for something she doesn't believe in when she specifically told me she doesn't want me going out and...flaunting my gay-ness, I don't know.
But Naomi kept trying to convince me to tell her anyway...and then when I didn't, and she called to ask if I had at night, I said no and then that I was sorry...and she said, "No, you're not" and hung up on me. :( But I knew there was no way in hell mom would let me go...so why bother.
And I couldn't figure out the math homework...
Then Katie sees me crying and decides that would be a good time to come out to me. Err, as depressed, that is. I told her I already knew. She informed me though that she was afraid of telling mom because mom thought there was something wrong with me and told Katie I was "screwed up". Gee, mom, I really appreciate you talking about my personal problems to the people you told me you wouldn't tell behind my back. That's really sweet.
I hate them all. I swear, that night, if I had had my license I would have grabbed some stuff, stolen the car, and just left. It was awful.
But now I'm okay. :P
REMINDER: COME TO #ARNOLD!!