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its 343 in the morning as i lay in my bed.
am i really who i want to be?
am i really doing what i should be...
all i can think about is how bad i want my future.
how bad i want to leave.
i want to travel
i want to paint
and i want to play more piano
i cant let my life slip away..
all of this...
all of it...i just dont know who i am anymore......
im so lost, and im confused. its like im going threw everyday in a dreamy haze. they pass me by faster than i can even think, i wish everyday was an eternity... so i could live them moment by moment.
she said it right when she said she dosent even know who i am anymore.
i dont even know who i am anymore....
i miss mandy so much... i hope i see here before shes gone to...japan.. lol but i know i will be backpacking threw europe.. maybe i can get to japan for part of it... i know i would love it there....
am i really who i want to be?
am i really doing what i should be...
all i can think about is how bad i want my future.
how bad i want to leave.
i want to travel
i want to paint
and i want to play more piano
i cant let my life slip away..
all of this...
all of it...i just dont know who i am anymore......
im so lost, and im confused. its like im going threw everyday in a dreamy haze. they pass me by faster than i can even think, i wish everyday was an eternity... so i could live them moment by moment.
she said it right when she said she dosent even know who i am anymore.
i dont even know who i am anymore....
i miss mandy so much... i hope i see here before shes gone to...japan.. lol but i know i will be backpacking threw europe.. maybe i can get to japan for part of it... i know i would love it there....