Oct 20, 2006 19:11
Is it sick that I miss her so much right now??!?! I mean what has she done for me in the past year but forgotten??
I wasn't the greatest friend not in the least but at least when people fuck up, you know they're still human and you love them and still care about them because you have a history.
I've become such a different person then I was in high school that it's scary. I've done things I said I would never do and went places I thought I'd never go and at the same time I'm happier then I ever thought I could be! That's ok right?? I miss my girls soooo much, but time is killing me. too much time passes, schedules get busy and the story starts all over again and people get dropped and forgotten.
best advice i've heard in awhile was, "Do what you need to do to survive."
Lately I've been thinking about what I want to do after Lake Superior College and I'm looking at Marquette Michigan. It's on Lake Superior just the other side and it's new. Bob's been talking about leaving too...
we need to experience somewhere other then Duluth to know the possibilities, yah know. It'd be good for us. ANd if he doesn't come with me, it's be good for us too. either way it's going to work out. No worries. ever.