i dont fucking know anymore
so Matt and i are back together. it's weird, i spent about 2 weeks just hating him and hating him, and we talked on monday and i realized that i was trying too hard to replace him. and besides, we still like each other, and i've talked to people who say that if i still like him, then i should be with him regardless of the rules i placed upon myself before. i know, i dont like dating someone twice, but this is so different. i think. how many times have i said this so far?