today's just been a wonderful load of shit

[24_hours_a_day]

soooooo what has Alecia done all day? not a god damn thing. i woke up around 12, and mom was on the computer doing wedding invitation shit. told me it would only be an hour longer, so i didnt complain. one hour became two hours. and i tried calling Kim by then so we could hang out, but the line was busy. when i finally got online, kim was already hanging out with Mezz, despite our plans. so whatever. im kinda pissed, but its nothing too new. im just tired of people blowing me off. i know that theres more to it, and i know its more complicated than what i put it out to be, but i just dont care anymore. Plus, Matt couldnt hang out because he had to spend time with his family. so i was just alone here all day. i even got all pretty and stuff. but oh well. i should be used to it, and i should probably learn to expect it so it wont suck as much next time. but thats how life goes. i did call Matt sometime around 5:30, and we talked for about an hour. just about work and people. it was fun. then Erin called me and told me about her date with Trevor, which was all fun. im so happy for her, because Trevor seems like a nice guy.

anywho. im thinking im gunna go to bed now since im dead tired, and today has just worn me out. really, not doing anything for 9 hours tends to just kill me.