Confusions...
One day the sun is shining, then next it's dark, sometimes rain. But the umbrella goes up, and the smile remains in tact. The games are on.. But I don't wanna play. She's a one women show, and lovin' it. I remain on the sideline by choice. I want nothing to do with those tears, I've cried enough of my own. But my pillow is dry tonight as I accept the drama that will associate my life by the choice I've made in partner. Life carries its own baggage, and throws the curveballs on a regular basis. So I've got my glove ready, and with eyes wide open and my head up I dive into each day, waiting for his open arms I fall into them as I continue to trust his eyes. His words grip my heart and so I brush off the war that is pending behind those dark eyes that she posses. I want nothing to do with her. I will respect her, and that's it. And that, only for a child's sake. Lord give me strength to continue to hold back my aggressions and walk the decent line...