Rushing
Feeling like an idiot, falling for the one who claims to be interested. And quite possibly could be. But am I being fair? I just want to feel loved. I just want to know that I'm not weird. That someone out there could spend the rest of their life with me and not get fed up or bored...
I am being such a girl! So over-dramatic and emotional! I find someone that I connect with on a rare level of comprehension. Do I need him... Or am I just getting clingy and possessive and driving him into the wall! I have no patience, and yet I want nothing to do with rushing things... How is all this supposed to come about? Sometimes I miss the one so bad that I've known for only a blink of my lifetime...
And I feel wrong in doing so. But I'm just being honest I guess... Why do I care so?
I am being such a girl! So over-dramatic and emotional! I find someone that I connect with on a rare level of comprehension. Do I need him... Or am I just getting clingy and possessive and driving him into the wall! I have no patience, and yet I want nothing to do with rushing things... How is all this supposed to come about? Sometimes I miss the one so bad that I've known for only a blink of my lifetime...
And I feel wrong in doing so. But I'm just being honest I guess... Why do I care so?