the apocalypse just might be near...
today i smiled and was ungodly happy (still am) at something that has haunted me for a long wile.
this is why:
"Blame it on the Tetons. Yeah, I need a scapegoat now.
No my dog won't bite you, though it had the right to.
You oughta give her credit cuz she knows I would've let it happen."
that and i've been watching allot of 'Dexter' (on Showtime)
i relate allot with him...the exception is he has no emotions, and i am over emotional...
its the same feeling...
i have concerned my fear, hatred and remorse of Modest Mouse, all stemming from that one night.
no one may under stand... that fact is irregardless.
i can smile at my own pain.
I am almost whole again.
(this is an odd fact i just realized that has nothing to do with this post, and every thing all at once. today is June 30th, 2007. the date it self has no meaning. but the numbers tell it all. example: June 30th 2007 is written "6/30/2007" six plus three plus zero is nine. two plus zero plus zero plus seven is nine. so the two nines, nine plus nine is eighteen, and since there are two added, divided by two, equals nine. this might be some weird number play, but nine oddly enough is a REALLY lucky number...
this is an odd break-away, even for me, but now as i look apon it, its greatly significant.)
i didn't want the rule of nine (above) to be the last thing in my entry...i wanted the previous statement to be, it explains my conveying message...
I AM ALMOST WHOLE AGAIN...
this is why:
"Blame it on the Tetons. Yeah, I need a scapegoat now.
No my dog won't bite you, though it had the right to.
You oughta give her credit cuz she knows I would've let it happen."
that and i've been watching allot of 'Dexter' (on Showtime)
i relate allot with him...the exception is he has no emotions, and i am over emotional...
its the same feeling...
i have concerned my fear, hatred and remorse of Modest Mouse, all stemming from that one night.
no one may under stand... that fact is irregardless.
i can smile at my own pain.
I am almost whole again.
(this is an odd fact i just realized that has nothing to do with this post, and every thing all at once. today is June 30th, 2007. the date it self has no meaning. but the numbers tell it all. example: June 30th 2007 is written "6/30/2007" six plus three plus zero is nine. two plus zero plus zero plus seven is nine. so the two nines, nine plus nine is eighteen, and since there are two added, divided by two, equals nine. this might be some weird number play, but nine oddly enough is a REALLY lucky number...
this is an odd break-away, even for me, but now as i look apon it, its greatly significant.)
i didn't want the rule of nine (above) to be the last thing in my entry...i wanted the previous statement to be, it explains my conveying message...
I AM ALMOST WHOLE AGAIN...