You wont see me any more

[2225sunsetdr]

I have the worst luck on the fucking planet
So we are heading down to portland
and we get pulled over
Jordan got a speeding ticket
I got a heart attack
We get into oregon
Figure out where the venue is
and then get pulled over
the cops asked for me name
and social security
and all that shit
thank god we were in oregon
SO COOL
GIVING THE COPS MY REAL NAME
so we go to the theatre
and the first band sucked
and then the cuts were awesome
and then the third band were actually so ugly it scared me
and then the nice boys were totally awesome and good
it made me feel like i was at a cheap trick concert or something
god i felt like a teenage girl
and god it reminded me of better times with you or you know who
anyhow
we came back here and got a little bit drunk
and went to sleep
and here I am
In my new town
Away from the bullshit
for a little while
Tonight there will be a party here
and i will meet all kinds of new people
get drunk
and perhaps find the courage to talk
and then tomorrow
a barbeque with my mother
and then monday
back to contemplating suicide
Somebody give me love