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things i hate:
-CRAIGSLIST
-ads that only want 'experienced servers'. how can i get experience as a server if you only want experienced servers? seriously how hard is it to bring people food?
-bill o'reilly and his stupid show. i wish that the woman who sued him for sexual harrassment had gone through with court instead of settling for millions of dollars because then his career couldve been over and i'd never have to see his stupid face on tv again except in an orange prison suit.
-being unemployed
-conversely, eating humble pie day after day while not having a job and being too proud to commit to lifeguarding when its an hour away in dc at waterfront aka southwest aka not my favorite part of town
-not writing when i know i need to
LIFE IS BEING SO FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW. i need a timeline to get out of the us. i need to take macro and micro econ at mc. i need to stop staying up til 6am downloading music and talking on gmail i need some sort of balance structure or something to get me on track- if i dont get a job for another few weeks then i will go back to cheo and southeast lifeguarding i will....i just feel like a huge ass failure, like a sloth sitting in a dunk tank with Fail water, who cant get out of the dunk tank because it's encased in glass and little annoying children are throwing balls at the dunk tank and i keep falling back in, dejected and all.
-CRAIGSLIST
-ads that only want 'experienced servers'. how can i get experience as a server if you only want experienced servers? seriously how hard is it to bring people food?
-bill o'reilly and his stupid show. i wish that the woman who sued him for sexual harrassment had gone through with court instead of settling for millions of dollars because then his career couldve been over and i'd never have to see his stupid face on tv again except in an orange prison suit.
-being unemployed
-conversely, eating humble pie day after day while not having a job and being too proud to commit to lifeguarding when its an hour away in dc at waterfront aka southwest aka not my favorite part of town
-not writing when i know i need to
LIFE IS BEING SO FRUSTRATING RIGHT NOW. i need a timeline to get out of the us. i need to take macro and micro econ at mc. i need to stop staying up til 6am downloading music and talking on gmail i need some sort of balance structure or something to get me on track- if i dont get a job for another few weeks then i will go back to cheo and southeast lifeguarding i will....i just feel like a huge ass failure, like a sloth sitting in a dunk tank with Fail water, who cant get out of the dunk tank because it's encased in glass and little annoying children are throwing balls at the dunk tank and i keep falling back in, dejected and all.