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i keep putting off writing this first entry since december 11th, but goddamnit, i have to start sometime.
happy new year?
hasn't been very much so far. well yes it has. i have so very little to complain about. but this is the place to do it.
Nothing for me is set for next year. I don't know where i want to go for college, nor if i will get in there. bugger. So i have to feign interest in my current classes when all i want want to do is work on forensics and so-socialize. word.
The first two weeks back from break in cali. were absolutely awful. I haven't spoken to anyone in California since the new year pretty much. I'm definitely behind behind and even further behind right now academically, being that i need to read and encode two chapters of physics, need to learn a 60 page chapter of chemistry, and need to read a book called the hours so that i can write yet another sub-par essay involving a shitfaced thesis. I did very mediocrely on my finals, and find myself sustaining myself through encouraging myself by telling myself that i am good at math and science. and bad at english and social studies. I tell that to myself whenever i feel encroached or closterphobic in lit class; it has yet to work.
I ate a fucking peanut on saturday. and then another on sunday. monkeyshit. i thought i was going to crash my car. and then when i didn't, i still didn't feel any better. I've never had such a strong asthma attack nor has my face EVER been that puffy and red. puke.
I did watch a fantastic and philisophically exhilirating episode of everybody loves raymond.
I really miss matt polzin. I think i think i miss him less than i actually do miss him.
I'm really glad Pat's back in my life. but he'll be out again. we don't have anymore poems to write. Pat and I wrote a poem for the yearbook to go on the first page of the seniors. ya...
I need to find a really really good DI piece. sooon.
I haven't done any of my homework. I hate being up late.
I need to elaborate my thoughts. I love You. I'll be back sometime later this week.
bye livejournal,
~Dithu
happy new year?
hasn't been very much so far. well yes it has. i have so very little to complain about. but this is the place to do it.
Nothing for me is set for next year. I don't know where i want to go for college, nor if i will get in there. bugger. So i have to feign interest in my current classes when all i want want to do is work on forensics and so-socialize. word.
The first two weeks back from break in cali. were absolutely awful. I haven't spoken to anyone in California since the new year pretty much. I'm definitely behind behind and even further behind right now academically, being that i need to read and encode two chapters of physics, need to learn a 60 page chapter of chemistry, and need to read a book called the hours so that i can write yet another sub-par essay involving a shitfaced thesis. I did very mediocrely on my finals, and find myself sustaining myself through encouraging myself by telling myself that i am good at math and science. and bad at english and social studies. I tell that to myself whenever i feel encroached or closterphobic in lit class; it has yet to work.
I ate a fucking peanut on saturday. and then another on sunday. monkeyshit. i thought i was going to crash my car. and then when i didn't, i still didn't feel any better. I've never had such a strong asthma attack nor has my face EVER been that puffy and red. puke.
I did watch a fantastic and philisophically exhilirating episode of everybody loves raymond.
I really miss matt polzin. I think i think i miss him less than i actually do miss him.
I'm really glad Pat's back in my life. but he'll be out again. we don't have anymore poems to write. Pat and I wrote a poem for the yearbook to go on the first page of the seniors. ya...
I need to find a really really good DI piece. sooon.
I haven't done any of my homework. I hate being up late.
I need to elaborate my thoughts. I love You. I'll be back sometime later this week.
bye livejournal,
~Dithu