Unsure

[21chaos]

You're unsure and you're unready,
So that must mean I want you,
You're unavailable and disinterested.
To you I look for comfort.
A million times and a million way I will try to change you.
A million months and million days I will try to convince you.

I have waited for you and adjusted for you and I'm done.
I have deferred to you and enabled you and I'm done.

You're too young or your too old,
Or You're simply not inclined.
Your asleep or your witholding,
Be that my cue to crave you.
Several times in several ways I will try to squeeze love from you.
Several hours and several ways I will feast on scraps from you/

I have bent for you and I have deprieved for you and I'm done.
I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I'm done.
I have stifled for you and compromised for you and I'm done.
I have silenced for you and sacraficed for you and I'm done.

It won't long before I am reclaimed
It won't take long and I'll be on path again.
It won't be easy for us to disengage again.
I'm at the end of the self-deprivation stage.

You're afraid of every women,
Afraid of you're inner workings.
You cringe at the thought of living under the same roof as me, God, and everything.
A million times and a million ways I have tried to alter to match you.
Several times every several days,
I have tried to uncrush on you.

I have waited for you and adjusted for you,
And I'm done,
I have deferred to you and enabled you,
And I'm done.
I have bent for you and depreived for you and I'm done.
I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I'm done.