I feel ok about it...
I have not cut myself for about 4 years now....i have started to think about it more and more. I am starting to have cry spells and think i'm on the verge of depression AGAIN....
So after been straight for 4yrs, last nite I cut myself...and to be honest I feel ok about it (pain is still there) It hurts so good....i know this is how it starts.
I have been cutting since I was about 12.....i fear that I have begun to open this side of me that is very dangerous.
I touch my scars to serve as a harsh reminder of how dark and hurtful I can be...as of late that's not enough.
Right now in this moment, I feel ok about it.....
So after been straight for 4yrs, last nite I cut myself...and to be honest I feel ok about it (pain is still there) It hurts so good....i know this is how it starts.
I have been cutting since I was about 12.....i fear that I have begun to open this side of me that is very dangerous.
I touch my scars to serve as a harsh reminder of how dark and hurtful I can be...as of late that's not enough.
Right now in this moment, I feel ok about it.....