no one hears me screaming

[koolaidnazi]

How do you tell someone that you desperately need to hang out with them so you don't hurt yourself? I helped clean a friend's apartment cuz I was feeling like I just needed to be around someone and she didn't understand how it was 'therapeutic' for me. It was hard to explain without just blurting out that if I was left by myself with my mind racing like it was that I was gonna end up hurting myself. Has anyone else gone through this?

Brande