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my summer has been such a waste, i feel like it has just blown right by me. i feel like it was just yesterday i graduated and iwas liek oh hell yes this summers going tobe fabulous.. yeah, no.
i spend everyday basically with greg, and its still not enough. knowing that he'll be 9 hours away and i wont see him for months at a time, isnt a very good feeling. and ifeel really bad for my friends i havent seen because ive been hanging out with him, and i dont want them to think they arent as important because they are- and im really trying to see everyone ): one of my best friends is leaving in 2 days.. TWO FUCKING DAYS. its just hitting me now , and i dont think i can say goodbye, its too hard. ihate goodbyes, theyr gay. lizzies goodbye party was the other night and i couldnt say goodbye to anyone , i was just like YA see you wednesday (: or dont worry i'll see you..but what happens when its really timeto say bye?? and emily. i havent seen/barely talked to emily all summer and at first i wasnt really worried about it because i was like oh its just a stupid fight we'll be fine, but i dont know anythingabout her anymore. she's one of my best friends and i dont even know liek who her roomate is. not okay. i hate this and i dont want to go to college. i cant leave my friends and greg.
i spend everyday basically with greg, and its still not enough. knowing that he'll be 9 hours away and i wont see him for months at a time, isnt a very good feeling. and ifeel really bad for my friends i havent seen because ive been hanging out with him, and i dont want them to think they arent as important because they are- and im really trying to see everyone ): one of my best friends is leaving in 2 days.. TWO FUCKING DAYS. its just hitting me now , and i dont think i can say goodbye, its too hard. ihate goodbyes, theyr gay. lizzies goodbye party was the other night and i couldnt say goodbye to anyone , i was just like YA see you wednesday (: or dont worry i'll see you..but what happens when its really timeto say bye?? and emily. i havent seen/barely talked to emily all summer and at first i wasnt really worried about it because i was like oh its just a stupid fight we'll be fine, but i dont know anythingabout her anymore. she's one of my best friends and i dont even know liek who her roomate is. not okay. i hate this and i dont want to go to college. i cant leave my friends and greg.