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man,this must be like one of the only days that i havent talked to you at all the whole day and man it suxxx,i guess you had an emergency or something important and that scares me,i hope everything is ok and you and your family are fine.if not,tell me how i can help or anything,if you need space then ill do that,so many thoughts werw running through my head,some bad and some worse,and i tried not to think badly but i have an active imagination so it was hard and i was bored all day and the cvs manager is never there so i cant get a hold of them morons.i love you and i wanna see you and mrs. sharon gave mom the money to keep the place a little longer and things may just be turning around like i said"everything will be ok" and every time i think things are horrible and suck,they are fixed and turn around and get better so i may just stop worrying and relax and things will get better so life does have a way of fixing itself and i like that,we'll be here a little longer and that is good.i love you and i miss you already once again and i hope the reason i havent heard from you all day isnt bad because im all worried and scared of that.just please talk to me or something at any time during the week mom works all week and you know that and she always leaves at around 9:20 something so please call me please because im worried and i do care so im worried.love you and im trying to get the job for us and you know why.dad will alos be giving mom some money soon,like a couple hundred dollars so we'll have that and we'll be i guess set and ill be around you still,even though you'll move then we'll still be apart more but it will be ok,i love you and i hope you are ok and everyone else is ok and if not just be with them and stuff and do what you gotta do to help them before you even think of me.love you