Feb 18, 2002 00:41
You tell me not to lie and hide things, but get upset when I leave a CD Kate made for me out where you can see it. You want me to tell you the truth, but I can't act how I told you, I have to pretend it's not there. You tell me it's not my fault and that I shouldn't try to be perfect, then you say I'm selfish.
To prevent any further problems, write me a list and tell me what I should hide and what I shouldn't. Also tell me everything I could do and how it would make you feel and number them in order of most importance.
Why don't you go about telling me how to love two people at the same time as well. If love is so great I should be rolling in happiness since I have twice the normal dose. I'm thinking your version is just a placebo. Mine actually makes more sense.
I wasn't upset that you went out that night, don't bring it up like it's the sole reason I was lonely. It wouldn't have made any difference if you had been online, it's just typed words anyway.
I like to think with my head, and if I talk to you I can't. You're a part of everything, Sam and Tyler and whoever else I converse with aren't. As to me being more excited to see Sam than you, think about how you react around Diane or Amanda when you see them. I rest my case with that. I like to accumulate a lot of unbiased opinions and think about their worth to see if something comes to me. It helps. I like thinking with my head instad of being victim this thing in my chest. Speaking of discussing problems with other people, are you keeping Crystal up to date on everything?