why me goddamn it
why do i always have to fuck up? im gonna die a fuck up just like i was born a fuck up! the only thing i havent fucked up on is love ,because i have found it and it has found me(cierra i love you)and it feels so great, but i just know ill piss her off one day and she will leave, because love wont make this work we both have to have responsibility, respect,and trust.she has it all and i try to have it all but I 100% trust her goddamn i love this girl but there is something i want to ask her but i'm affraid she will laugh at me so im not gonna do it. i wish i could explain how much i love her its so increadible well i feel alot better now that i got that off my chest so lets talk some more i love the way she laughs and omg that smile is so sexy she has the most gorgous hair in the world her teeth are so pretty and strait and the greatist body you have ever(well never for you)seen she is 95 pounds of ohhhhhhh my fuckin god she has really nice boobs so perky rorrrrr her legs are so smooth and silky and the cutest little feet ever.the way she makes me feel is absolutly crazy she tells me im so hot and she could never live without me(thats my favorite)she is so perfect.except one thing im like a little bitch and when im hurting or sad or something of that nature i want her to hold me and tell me she loves me but she dont(most of the time)thats all i ask but i guess thats too much.oh and the question was will you be my wife but i told you not to read this so if you are then tell me if the answer is yes but if its other than that dont tell me k.i love you baby and there is nothing i would rather do then spend the rest of my life with you.so were ever you are i love you and im thinking about you.PS ill get a ring soon if you say yes i love you.im out lata