devasted.
You know, getting shitty results despite trying real hard is so depressing.
Like, why is my best this shitty? This shows how plain dumb i am. Tears isnt even enough to express how I am feeling right now.
I cant even go to the course I badly want, the dream poly.
Utterly disappointed with myself. To think I improved after prelims and thought i could do better but well no, i didnt.
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