Just another depressing thought
Living really do hurt, a lot. So much pain and misery recently and it sucks. So sick and tired of crying so much. Sometimes I really, really do wonder why am I even trying so hard to live, to be happy. Living seems so pointless. The only reason why I'm still alive is because I have people whom I love and that is why. I don't want to be a selfish prick, to leave everyone just because I don't like leaving. At the same time, I feel like I'm such a horrible person that I shouldn't be even existing.