what's in my head must come out so I can work.
Last night I sat down to do a simple little design on the computer. My fingers have been trained on the PC now and it pisses me off. I used to be so confident with my key commands on the MAC, and now my hands go to the ctrl key...I know, they can be trained back - but what could be a term for being skilled on both platforms? We have bilingual when you can speak two languages, ambidextrous when you can do things with both hands, hmmmm...I need to be able to switch between both platforms easily.
I decided to talk with my supervisor today. It's time. In one month
something may happen to my job and I do not like the uncertainty
of that...I know, it's the contractor's business, but it's new to me
and I'm used to checking in with someone. I mean, SOMETHING -
how are things going? Do you have any ideas, suggestions, complaints?
What are your goals? I guess that's all on me now - and I'm fine with that
but don't think that I'm not going to try and touch base with the
organization in which I work in order to see if my goals align with the place I'm currently working. I always get nervous when I talk with my superiors...it's nothing, I should be fine - but I guess in the past, some bad experiences have affected me...I'm a confident person, things will be fine, maybe after this meeting we can feel a little more calm about what lies ahead? who knows...we will see...
The mom arrives tomorrow night. I guess it's been about a month since
I've been to LAX. For a while there I was averaging 2 times a month. I know
how to get to that airport in my sleep now. She will be staying with me for a week. I'm really looking forward to it. Sharing LA with her and just spending time with her.
I decided to talk with my supervisor today. It's time. In one month
something may happen to my job and I do not like the uncertainty
of that...I know, it's the contractor's business, but it's new to me
and I'm used to checking in with someone. I mean, SOMETHING -
how are things going? Do you have any ideas, suggestions, complaints?
What are your goals? I guess that's all on me now - and I'm fine with that
but don't think that I'm not going to try and touch base with the
organization in which I work in order to see if my goals align with the place I'm currently working. I always get nervous when I talk with my superiors...it's nothing, I should be fine - but I guess in the past, some bad experiences have affected me...I'm a confident person, things will be fine, maybe after this meeting we can feel a little more calm about what lies ahead? who knows...we will see...
The mom arrives tomorrow night. I guess it's been about a month since
I've been to LAX. For a while there I was averaging 2 times a month. I know
how to get to that airport in my sleep now. She will be staying with me for a week. I'm really looking forward to it. Sharing LA with her and just spending time with her.