So this is the entry and how i responded. was it a bad idea?
I am so confused on this whole thing with Tony and I. Before I was so upset that he was acting this way. But then I realized he's only doing what he did last year. He's going to expect me to be upset and keep trying to apologize until he decides that I have suffered enough for my wrong doing. So now I don't give a shit about him. If he's going to ba an ass, I am just totally going to forget about him and erase him from my life. I am having so much fun with whole thing that its sad. But when I really started to think about him, I figured out what he really means to me. I really do care for him. I made a mistake breaking-up with him. Even if he hates my friends, never called me, and didn't appreciate me enough. I would rather have been the overlooked girlfriend than the person he won't talk to. I see him more now than I did when we were going out. I would tell him all this myself...maybe...if he was talking to me.
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AND HERE IS WHAT I SAID
FROM:TONY
Look,
i just didnt know how to tell u thats all
i mean i was going through some shit and doing what i did helped forget about it. And heard a lot of shit after we broke up.
and when u asked if i did....(do what i did)......i wasnt sure how u would take it and if u would accept it. i realize i hurt u but u got to be in my position.
so i guess this is a sorry for everything.
....thanx for remembering my b-day even though i totally blew u off.
if u get this soon e-mail to just at least let me know that you got it.
super_tone_89@yahoo.com
i didnt realize how i hurt u and hope that this isnt too late to at least be friends because to tell u the truth i hate not talking to you when i am around.
so sorry
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AND HERE IS WHAT I SAID
FROM:TONY
Look,
i just didnt know how to tell u thats all
i mean i was going through some shit and doing what i did helped forget about it. And heard a lot of shit after we broke up.
and when u asked if i did....(do what i did)......i wasnt sure how u would take it and if u would accept it. i realize i hurt u but u got to be in my position.
so i guess this is a sorry for everything.
....thanx for remembering my b-day even though i totally blew u off.
if u get this soon e-mail to just at least let me know that you got it.
super_tone_89@yahoo.com
i didnt realize how i hurt u and hope that this isnt too late to at least be friends because to tell u the truth i hate not talking to you when i am around.
so sorry