easter break
easter break has given me a taste of summer and i am longing for more. ive forgotten what life is like without stress; food tastes better, the air is cleaner, sex drive increases, importance of health returns, relearn how to live for experiences and not worry about every little thing. for the first time in a long time i have wanted to kiss some one passionately, ive wanted to sweat and breathe deep, ive taken pleasure in simple things. maybe its the humidity, or time off of school, seeing old friends, or the smell of my car - but something has changed the way i think. something has sent me back to the days of this summer, the days of waking up with the sun just to do yoga, of eating simple things and drinking tea, of having confidence in life and not feeling a constant tension. this is who i am and i love it!
two more weeks of school. two more weeks of absurd stress, i can do this.
i wrote this this past summer, but it reminded me of last night so i will post it again:
smoke ring halo
i have a smoke ring halo
air is foggy and numb
the taste of the shisha's
on my finger and thumb
i feel surreal
now eyelids sink low
melt in my chair
and my head starts to float
crickets start chirping now
fireflys drift by
stare at the moon
and slate clouds in the sky
i have a smoke ring halo
the hooka's passed round
thoughts are thick in the air
your voice sinks to the ground
two more weeks of school. two more weeks of absurd stress, i can do this.
i wrote this this past summer, but it reminded me of last night so i will post it again:
smoke ring halo
i have a smoke ring halo
air is foggy and numb
the taste of the shisha's
on my finger and thumb
i feel surreal
now eyelids sink low
melt in my chair
and my head starts to float
crickets start chirping now
fireflys drift by
stare at the moon
and slate clouds in the sky
i have a smoke ring halo
the hooka's passed round
thoughts are thick in the air
your voice sinks to the ground