adjust
sometimes the key to what you are looking for can only be found after giving up all expectations of finding it.
i almost have to remind myself to relax, to look at the big picture. "the answer will come if you take a bath." forcing relaxation- is this possible? switching gears in life can be very strange, school life to summer life, boone to raleigh, switching friends, diet, sleep schedule, exercise, jobs, hobbies......... it all changes.
letting myself change with my surroundings is proving more difficult than i had imagined. i wish i could order myself to relax, to chill out. my head doesnt know what to do with itself right now, its confused, it isnt used to this lifestyle. dont get me wrong, im doing well and my life is great, but there are some things that are taking me some time to adjust to.
trying to force relaxation usually just leads to over-compensation and a slip into idle laziness, which is usually ten times worse than being stressed out and busy.
balance.
planning for the future, enjoying the present, staying content, and recognizing the power to change surroundings as well as self.
i almost have to remind myself to relax, to look at the big picture. "the answer will come if you take a bath." forcing relaxation- is this possible? switching gears in life can be very strange, school life to summer life, boone to raleigh, switching friends, diet, sleep schedule, exercise, jobs, hobbies......... it all changes.
letting myself change with my surroundings is proving more difficult than i had imagined. i wish i could order myself to relax, to chill out. my head doesnt know what to do with itself right now, its confused, it isnt used to this lifestyle. dont get me wrong, im doing well and my life is great, but there are some things that are taking me some time to adjust to.
trying to force relaxation usually just leads to over-compensation and a slip into idle laziness, which is usually ten times worse than being stressed out and busy.
balance.
planning for the future, enjoying the present, staying content, and recognizing the power to change surroundings as well as self.