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"i find myself sleeping just to pass the time and walk just to know that i'm alive"
i need to find a way out of this mediocraty that i seem to be stuck in. i have started to do a real job search, well kinda. i started with little hope yesterday and just kinda got up right now today, took a very long nap when i came home from work. i just can't seem to find anything that i am remotley qualified for and its frustrating. i would like to think that i just didn't waste the last five years of my life plus the 20 grand i took out to pay for it. i would like to think that one day soon i will find a job that i trained to do that will make me happy on some level. but as things look now i am going to be stuck working a job that is seemingly sucking the life right out of me and i am stuck living for those moments that are few and far between of joy.
"sleep walk your days, day dream your nights"
i need to find a way out of this mediocraty that i seem to be stuck in. i have started to do a real job search, well kinda. i started with little hope yesterday and just kinda got up right now today, took a very long nap when i came home from work. i just can't seem to find anything that i am remotley qualified for and its frustrating. i would like to think that i just didn't waste the last five years of my life plus the 20 grand i took out to pay for it. i would like to think that one day soon i will find a job that i trained to do that will make me happy on some level. but as things look now i am going to be stuck working a job that is seemingly sucking the life right out of me and i am stuck living for those moments that are few and far between of joy.
"sleep walk your days, day dream your nights"