Life is okay.
I play my guitar and I sing to loud songs. I stopped skipping classes, and I realized who my true friends are and are not. I've made more new friends than I can count on one hand, and it feels good to smile. Charlie put it best - all you need is that one trackon that one drivethat makes you feelinfinate. Yes, I lost my love. But I need to learn to love myself and the simpler things, the things that I can depend on and not pour my heart into for abandonment. I rid myself of that one CD that I could not bear to look at, and I have not heard from him once since I stopped calling and writing. If he wants to talk, he knows how, if not, then I'm not waiting. I am living my life one second and one breath at a time and I will not waste it on a broken heart. I want to play my guitar in the snow and take polaroid pictures to remember this in the summer. I want to have a good time before I leave this summer. All of my friends mean the world to me, and I would do anything and everything for them. I have my own world in the palm of my hands, and I'm not going to crush it.
FRIENDS ONLY. WRITE TO BE ADDED.