20 Things He Doesn't Think About
Title: 20 Things He Doesn't Think About
Author: Ciircee
Claim:Agatsuma Soubi
Rating: PG? Pg-13?
Notes/Warnings (if applicable): It implies Ritsuka/Soubi, so if that's not your thing then this probably isn't your thing, either. Also, please note, I ONLY have the first two TokyoPop releases of Loveless. I'm pretty much flying blind.
1. If it ever comes down to it, he'd sleep with Kio rather than lose him.
2. Kio will never let it come down to that and that's why Kio is not only his only friend, but his best friend.
3. He can feel Ritsuka inside his head, soft like kitten ears and just as endearing. It's why he's not going to miss those ears when they're gone. No matter who takes them, he'll always have them.
4. He has a recurring nightmare in which Ritsuka announces that they're going to have sex when he comes of age and that Soubi is not to touch himself until that time.
5. Though he'll never say it, there are times when he envies Ritsuka. He'd like to forget certain portions of his life.
6. Possibly Ritsuka might actually know this and that's why there are so many pictures of the two of them together. In case they can swap memories and amnesia by osmosis.
7. Every now and again Kio points out that painting flowers as a specialty might be just a little bit gay. He enjoys pointing out to Kio that they are, in fact, really gay.
8. The hardest blow he's ever taken for Ritsuka was the day he realized that, if it meant keeping Ritsuka safe and happy, he really would wish for Fate to undo their strange bond.
9. He never used to be a pervert. Only he can't help himself when it comes to Ritsuka.
10. When Ritsuka gives him orders to take care of himself, he feels something inside himself that he can't name. He thinks this is probably just a part of the bond that they're forging but sometimes he thinks it just might be scary.
11. Once he knew a lullaby. He sang it for Seimei and was ordered to forget it. He'd like to remember it so that he can sing it for Ritsuka on those gray days when he wears his sadness on his sleeve.
12. The fact that Ritsuka talks about him makes him very happy. Also, insanely curious.
13. It's possible that he might hate Seimei.
14. He doesn't hate the chains of 'restriction'. They keep him tethered to Ritsuka and even though they hurt, at least he knows he won't lose him.
15. His most embarrassing moment is not the one with Kio and the ceramics kiln. It's the time he had a wet dream that featured nothing more than Ritsuka looking up at him, blushing, and asking for a kiss. Thankfully, it also lacked twenty witnesses and 82 ounces of tinted glaze.
16. After Seimei was killed, he didn't feel anything. He's pretty sure that he might have let his heart quit beating if he hadn't had the promise of Ritsuka and the constant litter of Chupa Chup sticks.
17. He likes Ritsuka's friends. They're like a mixed media painting that shouldn't work but does.
18. Ritsuka's methods of discipline-the harsh words and the disappointed looks-is somehow more effective than anything else he's ever had employed against him.
19. He is starting to believe that he was always meant for Ritsuka. That Seimei was just a path by which to reach him.
20. There are a lot of broken bits inside of him, sharp and with missing pieces. There's a huge, empty space inside of Ritsuka. It's the perfect frame for him and together, he thinks, they make a mosaic.
Author: Ciircee
Claim:Agatsuma Soubi
Rating: PG? Pg-13?
Notes/Warnings (if applicable): It implies Ritsuka/Soubi, so if that's not your thing then this probably isn't your thing, either. Also, please note, I ONLY have the first two TokyoPop releases of Loveless. I'm pretty much flying blind.
1. If it ever comes down to it, he'd sleep with Kio rather than lose him.
2. Kio will never let it come down to that and that's why Kio is not only his only friend, but his best friend.
3. He can feel Ritsuka inside his head, soft like kitten ears and just as endearing. It's why he's not going to miss those ears when they're gone. No matter who takes them, he'll always have them.
4. He has a recurring nightmare in which Ritsuka announces that they're going to have sex when he comes of age and that Soubi is not to touch himself until that time.
5. Though he'll never say it, there are times when he envies Ritsuka. He'd like to forget certain portions of his life.
6. Possibly Ritsuka might actually know this and that's why there are so many pictures of the two of them together. In case they can swap memories and amnesia by osmosis.
7. Every now and again Kio points out that painting flowers as a specialty might be just a little bit gay. He enjoys pointing out to Kio that they are, in fact, really gay.
8. The hardest blow he's ever taken for Ritsuka was the day he realized that, if it meant keeping Ritsuka safe and happy, he really would wish for Fate to undo their strange bond.
9. He never used to be a pervert. Only he can't help himself when it comes to Ritsuka.
10. When Ritsuka gives him orders to take care of himself, he feels something inside himself that he can't name. He thinks this is probably just a part of the bond that they're forging but sometimes he thinks it just might be scary.
11. Once he knew a lullaby. He sang it for Seimei and was ordered to forget it. He'd like to remember it so that he can sing it for Ritsuka on those gray days when he wears his sadness on his sleeve.
12. The fact that Ritsuka talks about him makes him very happy. Also, insanely curious.
13. It's possible that he might hate Seimei.
14. He doesn't hate the chains of 'restriction'. They keep him tethered to Ritsuka and even though they hurt, at least he knows he won't lose him.
15. His most embarrassing moment is not the one with Kio and the ceramics kiln. It's the time he had a wet dream that featured nothing more than Ritsuka looking up at him, blushing, and asking for a kiss. Thankfully, it also lacked twenty witnesses and 82 ounces of tinted glaze.
16. After Seimei was killed, he didn't feel anything. He's pretty sure that he might have let his heart quit beating if he hadn't had the promise of Ritsuka and the constant litter of Chupa Chup sticks.
17. He likes Ritsuka's friends. They're like a mixed media painting that shouldn't work but does.
18. Ritsuka's methods of discipline-the harsh words and the disappointed looks-is somehow more effective than anything else he's ever had employed against him.
19. He is starting to believe that he was always meant for Ritsuka. That Seimei was just a path by which to reach him.
20. There are a lot of broken bits inside of him, sharp and with missing pieces. There's a huge, empty space inside of Ritsuka. It's the perfect frame for him and together, he thinks, they make a mosaic.