thinking too much isn't healthy....
today was a weird day...i don't really know why but i just kinda got in this mood where i thought a lot, about everything. I thought about me and decided what I hate about myself and they are as follows....
1. I always look for flaws in people instead of seeing the good things in people.
2. I judge people quickly and am sometimes actually right but sometimes am just totally wrong.
3. I can never stay best friends with the same person for a long period of time.
4. I talk about people behind there back-not on a regular basis but there have been times when I find myself talking about someone who I actually really like and I'm like wtf am I talking about?!?
5. Any kind of commitment scares me
I don't know why I am the way I am, and I'm not sure if I'll ever change, but at least I know these things about me. I guess I do have reasons because deep down I'm sure everyone has reasons for why they are the way they are, but as of yet I really have no idea what the reasons are.
so anyway, I decided that I'm going to try harder and look for the good things in life and not judge people so quickly, not talk about people at all (I mean I'll listen if someones being an ass to u and u wanna blow off steam or whatever but I'm not going to say anything mean about anyone). Today it was weird, I heard someone talking to someone else about this girl and they were being totally cruel and I was just like really why would they say that? the girl couldn't have done anything that mean to deserve to be talked about like that. I just think it's so stupid and pointless to talk about people and I know that I do it too sometimes so I'm gonna try and not do that so much and if I can not at all.
so thats enough like deep thinking for me today haha off to go practice guitar and do history hw...later
1. I always look for flaws in people instead of seeing the good things in people.
2. I judge people quickly and am sometimes actually right but sometimes am just totally wrong.
3. I can never stay best friends with the same person for a long period of time.
4. I talk about people behind there back-not on a regular basis but there have been times when I find myself talking about someone who I actually really like and I'm like wtf am I talking about?!?
5. Any kind of commitment scares me
I don't know why I am the way I am, and I'm not sure if I'll ever change, but at least I know these things about me. I guess I do have reasons because deep down I'm sure everyone has reasons for why they are the way they are, but as of yet I really have no idea what the reasons are.
so anyway, I decided that I'm going to try harder and look for the good things in life and not judge people so quickly, not talk about people at all (I mean I'll listen if someones being an ass to u and u wanna blow off steam or whatever but I'm not going to say anything mean about anyone). Today it was weird, I heard someone talking to someone else about this girl and they were being totally cruel and I was just like really why would they say that? the girl couldn't have done anything that mean to deserve to be talked about like that. I just think it's so stupid and pointless to talk about people and I know that I do it too sometimes so I'm gonna try and not do that so much and if I can not at all.
so thats enough like deep thinking for me today haha off to go practice guitar and do history hw...later