you can throw me down and walk on me
well i think things are finally getting sorted out...me and amanda finally talked and i understand her view on things and i think she understand my view on things...it was good cause lots of stuff that i was confused about i now understand a little better...so my problems outside of me are now settle so the only problems left to tackle are the problems inside of me which need to be sorted out myself...i wish that i could just push a button and all this feelings be wipped clean but unfortunatley its not that easy..these feelings are going to take a while to go away or may never go away, who knows?...but i will do my best to not let these feelings interfer with me or anyone else...even though i know they will and when they do i'm gonna try my hardest to put on happy face in order to not bother anyone or i'll find a wayout...whatever i have to do to keep my friends happy i will do even if it comes at my own risk i don't care...so all in all i'm gonna do my best to keep everyone happy and not let my feelings or problems bother anyone but me...